I Give you Such a Rush

3 Months... yeah once again A LONG TIME i have been gone XD Well wow, i left you at something major! 08/08/08, was a kick @$$ day for me and someone else. Omg, the next month and a half of my summer was pretty kick butt. Loved every minute of it. Then school came. RAWR to school, well to the couple of people I had to meet this year. Ruined everything. Well I believe it also had to do with how handsome i am. (jkjk) Well it ended with the wrong kiss, and killed me, and now i have lost respect for the other people who ruined me. Other then that being in my school yr, also Im loving Photo class. Its great that i get a head start on my career! My teacher is sort of a spaz sometimes. Pretty funny though. This one time in the dark room, i tripped him, and it was HILLARIOUS! Because he totally saw my legs were stretched, but he hella tripped, and that was the first time he had ever done that in his years of working there. Also i learned i don't like film at all. It just isn't me XD But i still got a few nice prints =D Hmmm im loving all of my classes. I can sleep in my Alg 2 class, cause its so easy, US History is mucho fun, English ROCKS MY SOCKS haha, psychology is also fun, kick ass teacher, and chem just can go blow XP. Also I caught up on some running. I ran a lot of miles, over the summer. And also this past week i decided to go out and run my whole Hill (2 miles up hill) and then back down to my house. 12minutes it took me. Im happy about being able to run as fast as i can, even with my condition. Well also there is the rave club. Thats still going on wed. at lunch. Its going pretty good. Ed has gotten much better, and is like omfg good, but hes asian so yeah. haha jkjk. But this week Him and I are going to be at the school swinging some fire poi! YES FIRE POI! =D Err let me see, Met someone awesome in my photo class this yr also. And today i went to SF with some friends. OMG EPIC FUN =D
Thats it for now, ill update more later another day. =D
PS: Ari you are better then the blog. so much better. id saty up all night to talk with you, if i wasnt this tired ><

Take this Burning Desire

HEY everyone, im writing once again, which it feels good to be back and writing. -sigh- i sorta miss writing on here lawl. So i know its been a little over a month since my last post (July 30th). A lot has happened, so much to fill in on, but i rather not, to much stuff for you all to handle.
Tomorrow im will come here and update majorly, but for now im going to leave it at
SEPTEMBER 18th - Supernatural Season 4!
SEPTEMBER 22nd - Heroes Season 3!

Triangle Of Colors

Wow when i put my title, i thought of triangles in geometry, and was like BLEH. haha anyway So today was omg fun. So class of course was normal, it was fun at times, and boring at times also. But after school was out, Ryan and I went to starbucks. And we talked for awhile, but i was suppose to meet up with Emma, at Petes coffee, so i left after 20 mins to meet up with her. That was fun, it was my first time at a petes i tried a Soy Latte, wasn't that bad. hehe. Anyway Emma and i just talked for about 25mins i dink. Then she saw Jewlez walking across the street and so we decided to go with her to Quicklys! =D That made it more fun. So we hung around there for a lil bit and just fooled around. I played a lil bit of Shawns PSPR hehe, i haven't played that in sooo long. After Quicklys, Ryan wanted Jewlez to meet up with him, at the same place i left him at haha. But Emma had to leave while we were walking that way. So she left =[. Now going to starbucks, we just hung out with Ryan, and listened to music, and played cards. It was a chill day, i liked it. BUT then when i got home, oh yes, i went out and got a CD i was like ALWAYS wanting. Its the Mix Paul van Dyk did in the NUMBER ONE CLUB in the whole worldd, Cream Ibiza. WOW just so amazing.

Anyway im going to leave it all at that, cause my tummy is hurting, and i think i need to go lay down, so today was just a chill and kick ass day all together.
Oh this friday i leave for Las Vegas and LA, cant wait! =D

Trance The Night Away

So basically i am just posting up a picture that i had taken. Its pretty awesome in my opinion, but hey u have a word in it too. So tell me what you think.
I love raving/Poi it get me in a good mood. Late night raves FTW

This Universe of People are Good People

The title is what im hear to talk about. Really i have believed that this universe of people we know, are nice and good people. You just have to get to know people. But right now, people seem to be bitchy, annoying, and just straight out not them selves. Today i found this in so many people. I don't know whats up... or anything, all i know is i have been hit hard by these people. Some people are just plain out killing me with them being so annoying, and repeating stuff that they say everyday. I mean i care at first, then after awhile its gets stupid. Then the people being bitches, well i tried to see if they knew something about a problem i was having and they just go it isn;t their problem at all and they dont care. I mean CMON me and that person had had a good life before that, and now she wants to be bitchy about things. And finally, some close friends, they seem to be different to me. Just the way they act towards me. They dont seem like they want to even talk to me.

So with all of this happening i just went crazy in the head, and didn't want to talk to anyone, and people kept talking, so it just destroyed me. And just to top it off, rumors are being spread again, from someone who i thought was a god friend, but u know what i guess not. I dont know about most of these friends of mine. I care for them. And dont wanna lose most of them. Life is going down and down from here. Other then that, i have 4 more hours in class tomorrow, and im bringing Oddie her Cake Brownie thing to her tomorrow. So i hope i can survive without cracking big.

Learn and Never Forget

OK last couple of days have been OMFG fun, cause my parents haven't been home. So i invited Alvin over, and it was the best couple days of summer so far. So much fun, games, BBQ's, friGin hella joking around. Basically, we got our membership to Runescape (yes i know hella old game but its better now hehe) so we played some of that, and played some pokemon, and then just hella messed around. My brother was also here and just hella messing around. haha some kick ass fun times. When we BBQed tho, that was amazing. hehe wOOt love it here without my parents. To bad they come back this friday XP
But anyway my last couple of days have been great, and today i was helping Katrina with her math, and her mom came and picked US up, yes US i was like woo. Her mom is awesome. Took us out to Hawaiian BBQ, it was pretty awesome. Her mom is just very happy and a hecka fun person to talk to. But just the exp was great. Her mom has so many storiess, wow it was amazing how many stories she had to tell, but thats not even half of them i bet, cause she has a whole lifetime of them to tell hehe. Well my day today was good. Made a weird cake thing so yea, that was fun also.

Now im ending this with a few things on my mind. Basically right now i dont think im doing good mentally, but i believe that i just need to sit back and see what happens. But im also thinking, that i will leave. Maybe keep it all a memory. This is what i hate. Maybe i can keep it all in my dreams. But i wont ever forget. I never will, and will always care, no matter what. Never shall i go for someone else. Cause i believe all im doing is "dreaming with a broken heart". Ill sit here, and wait it off, like she had too. Never give up, like she did, Giving up is a hard thing to do, so im not. This is too big to give up.
Well saying that ill go to bed now. SO Night all.

Wheels In Motion

Ok well that really i just a random title. Anyway, so im back here to update, cause i love updating. =D So basically Alvin and I are waiting for our membership for a game to kick in so we can start playing for reall!!! But in the mean time i had gone back to the Pokemon diamond game i have, and have gotten to the elite four. Pretty awesome, cause i played 8hours straight one day >< But it was fun. Anyway i have a couple weeks of school left then i go on vacation to Las Vegas then LA, DISNEYLAND =D Its going to be amazingly fun and im going to have many pictures from there. So other then all of this im still so pumped for getting a Macbook Air, my gawdd so much love for it hehe.
Well i guess not much else to update with, check out my photos at midnitephoto.deviantart.com
OH i saw Batman the new one, OMG kick ass, i loved it, it was like L337, couldnt ask for a better movie. Then last night i couldnt sleep for about 2 hours. I had something on my mind. It was bugging me. So tomorrow im going to get it out, like ask it and all. Hopefully it wont be not worth saying. I just want to share what i miss to HER.
But anyway im ending my blog with this, and also with the song Hearts Reaction.
Have a tranced out night. Good bye

San Fransisco Style

So right now im like in love with SF haha, no im not gay (please no homophobia here)but i respect them, they are actually realy fun people, and know around SF a lot more then i do haha XD Well actually, today i went out to the California Culinary Acadamey. Amazing fun, great foood, and beautiful scenery, so i got some photos, not so good tho ><. But i cant wait to go back out to SF for actual picture taking =D

Well lately i have been bored, in need of something to do, so tomorrow, im going to wake up early, so i can go out and go for a run, for exercise. Oh next week the person who wants to buy my itouch is finally paying for it. So then i will have another $200 going into the new Apple Mac Book Air im going to be getting. Woo yeah im not getting the iphone, i decided nope dont want it haha XD
So anyway, thats all i got for this update, ill update again soon.
But im hoping to talk to. or see some people i want to! hehe EMMMA! hehe
and Alvin is coming over tomorrow and staying over woo =D

Well i finished it

and im really happy
its the poem:

It seems like you're waiting for nothing, Looks like time has deleted it all
It may be that everything that could have been was thrown away
So take whats left, and dont somehow fill in the space
When i can see through it, i feel safe

I am losing you again, Letting me out so let me in,
because you're not alone here, not at all.
Shelter me from this again, and let me belong here
My heart is frezzing, and beggining to crack.

Guide me through the right road,
The road that takes me to your warming heart.
It may be miles back to you,
But I still feel home in your arms

When Your Dreaming With a Open Heart

Everything seems to go my way. haha iono lol im just loving the song When Your Dreaming With a Broken Heart - John Mayer. So basically right now im currently stuck on working on this poem. RAWR gets to me sometimes hehe but its all good. But lately the whole tragedy with Jenny, is well you can say still going on. She still gets occasional times when she feel like she has to puke, or faint or anything. -sigh- she found out what was wrong, and im trying to help her too, but iono if she is doing enough. All i can do is keep her positive and not thinking about it.
So on another subject, this Sunday Alvin and I are going to Lake Chabot to go take pictures, early morning to afternoon. Its going to be amazing. I cant wait, so many photos will be taken, and so many amazing photos shall be posted up here, and on out Deviant Arts =D
Oh yesterday i shall talk about. Yesterday i went to my friend Oddies house. Now that was FUN, cause o course she has a Wii, and Emma came over, so now with oddie, emma, oddies bro, cooking, and a Wii, thats crazy. It was a very fun time. haha Oddie is such a cluts, and a good chef (sike! haha) naw but she kept breaking the food >< lol

hmm lately my mind has been killing me over some past stuff affecting me to the current day. Its decisions i made, and how i chose to take certain ways. -sigh- i feel like its eating my heart away, and leaving me with nothing but a black hole. Some nights i think about it and just, become so cold over the past. But its the present, where i should be worrying about whats going on now, but then... i guess the past just comes back and hits me hard.


Here is what i have for my poem so far XP

It seems like your waiting for nothing, Looks like time has deleted it all
It may be that everything that could have been was thrown away
So take whats left, and dont somehow fill in the space
When i can see through it, i feel safe


Then im trying to work a way into the last lines of
"Its Miles back to you, but i still feel home is in your arms"

any comments? or even help on filling the gap would be kool =D

The Phone Call

So i last night, i got a phone call from my friend Jenny. I thought she wanted to just talk cause it sounded like she was laughing, but then a second later it hit me, she was crying. OMG i freaked out, and was scared, cause she asked me "am i going to die?" and my heart just stopped and then started beating faster and faster. She told me what happened. and i tried looking for an hour straight for a what could be wrong and how i could help. I couldnt find anything. I told her she should see a doctor tomorrow or as soon as possible, so she told her mom, and she is on monday. Im so relived tho, well not really, im still freaking out. i cheered her up for the next hour after that, and she was singing. haha. but woah.... crazy, im going to be freaked out untill i know what is up. But other then that, last night my parents didnt want me going to SF, so thats BS.... and well im here.

Also im hopefully going to get pictures this whole WEEK to make up for the BS from my parents ><
So thats my update from last night, today is going ok, boring, but it will get more fun hopefully. =D

Lets Just Say That

Alright, my lazy butt has decided that i will cont. with blogging. So here i go. Well today, FUN. Me and some friends went to the Alameda County Fair. That was amazing, we got in, got our ride ticket things, and then rode RIDES. haha we went on all the spiny rides we could go on. It was super duper fun. AND went on the CRAZY TRAIN! WOOOO awesome! That was the one i just had been waiting to go on =D
-sigh- the fair was great, got some Wii Fitness SOCKS haha funny. Then went over to the Comcast place, and met this hella cool person, who lives up by me, so me and Alvin got her number and we are going to hang out and play some guitar hero! since she was the one who brought in the guitar hero for comcast =D
To bad Emma had to leave early XP would have been more fun, cause when she left it was all mellow, and stuff, so it would have been super duper fun then =D
But im happy, i got Wii Socks haha. So yeah the ride back was a nice smooth way back, i just daydreamed on BART the whole time! =D

But noticed this song that is playing on my blog right now, was an amazing song and matches some what how i feel XP
well that was a update for today, so hope it was good! haha cause it always is!
Also going to SF this weekend, and FIRE POI this 4th of July =]
ok im off, be bac tomorrow.

Dont Worry

Yes don't worry im still here, and still blogging =D woo hehe
ahh well now that im back, ill just quickly tell you whats up,
- SCHOOLS OUT
- Taking Summer School
- Doing DJ Gigs stuff woo =D
- Yesterday had a wedding gig, INTENSE! TO THE MAXXX
- Right Now Growing My Hair out to see what it looks like XP
- JULY 11th GETTING THE NEW IPHONE WOO =D
and yeah i think thats it for now hehe
oo actually My friend and I are most likely forming a DJ Group, so that will be the best =D

GAHH im sorry im actually busy at the moment and will finish this up later TONIGHT =D

Its been a really long time

I know just as my title says its really has been a long time XP
Well ALOT has happened since the last post, and i mean ALOT. So much it would take liek 1 week of blogging or maybe 2 weeks of blogging to tell you. So for now im going to leave you at, Join ibeatyou.com it's and amazing, and fun website, where u can add me. I just joined not long ago so i will do some competitions by the end of this week =D

Melon Fresh

Im BACK! haha well im always here just to lazy to update =D Anyway im going to do a quick one now then add on later tonight. So right now my lil cousin is over right now. He is playing GTA San Andreas >> crazy stuff. kinda funny though cause randomly you will here him be like "OMG AHH COPS!!!" haha then gun shots. Pretty funny. Hmmm well also, this week has been a very sleepy week for me. I have been like falling asleep in most classes. OH and also Track Meets have been fun getting into and helping. Ahh fun. Hmmm well im going to go to the Stoneridge Mall in 5 mins so im going to leave at this, and update more later. Cya!

UPDATE AT 5:01:

Hello im back hehe. Well hmm let me see here so going to the mall, i went with Kyle, and my cousin. Now here is the thing.. we were getting a ride from gary at a certain time... but he came sooner then he said he would. So we had to hurry to the mall, and we had no time to shop, so i got a drink... mmm pretty good too. and well we waited in front of the Cheesecake Factory. Ahhh well good excersice =D Hmmm right now i downloaded some good songs, and i put the Alvin and the Chipmunks song that i reallly loved, here on the blog, for all of you cool people to listen to =D Hmmm lately i have been boredddd, and i really wanna just get out of the house and do something! Thats why tomorrow i wanna get a couple people together that wanna go to the Village and go out and just hang around. -sigh- tomorrow is Mothers Day and i'm going to take my mom out to dinner also. So that will be fun. Anyway im just relaxing. Daydreaming. and just pondering. Music = Life fur sure

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Yup yup thats basically it. Well Im out so ill update later =]

Collar Bone =]

Hello! =D Aren't Collar Bones just an amazing thing!? Oh well i think they are! lmao NOT mine is friGin hurt, and now i can use my left arm for like iono how long shyt. Well this will be fun! hehe. Oh are you wondering how i got like this. Well basically last night i was trying to do a Butterfly Variation move ( http://youtube.com/watch?v=OMaaDi3U3nM ) <---this is it. And well as i was going around and trying to reach over my head, i hit my collar bone instead. Now its 11:00PM and i don't really feel much pain. So going into today, i start to feel pain when i apply pressure with my backpack, and then later in my 6th period class, it starts to irritate the helll out of me. Finally after 7th period i just went to the nurse and well told her what i did all today and what happened last night. She concluded that ffrom the combination of the glowstringing thing and me apparently break dancing in PE. So now i have to let my WHOLE left arm just rest and not use it in like big motions, cause I cant lift it past a certain point without having any pain. So no left arm usage for me. Sad i know.
Well hmm i got out of school early.... didn;t go to 8th period... and didnt get to stay after school. RAWR i was wanting too. Well hmmm My weekend was amzingly amazing =D And well i got all my homework done today hella fast =D Im happy, nothing can not make me happy. I got everything i could ever dream of basically right now =]
Tomorrow im going to school early, and iono hopefully do something fun, since im not going to game for this whole week. =P
Well i would update a lil more but i can't keep moving my left arm a lot, so i'm out!

Days are Going by Fast? or Slow?

Hello again everyone! hehe its been a few days i know (I seem t say that everytime ^^) Anyway Im going to get straight to the point of this. The Title actually has to do with what im going to talk about. So Really that is a question (the title) Basically im not sure haha school seems to be going by fast, but then like there is one thing(or person i should say) that makes everything just slow down with her. Ahh she is the best seriously she is, amazing, she is my heart, my soul, and my inner being. She is what keeps me thriving =] She keeps me smiling every second of the day, and i dont even know it. Im happy she is in my life. Time seems to slow down with her.
Well enough of that. I wanna get into, WOW its getting pretty hot now. IM HAPPY BOUT THAT =D yayy shorts, and just everything short for me hehe. It's great, ahhh today tho i just relaxed in the sun(of course with Leanna) gahh the sun is the best, BUT TODAY THERE HAD TO BE WIND RAWR! But anyway im happy for the upcoming heat waves that are coming =D wOOt.
So this is my quick review so far, and uhh also Leanna and I are going to make a Radness Box soon haha cant wait for that. Muahahaha
Oh also if anyone of you got my myspace, go on write me up on my truth box. Tell me what u think of me. Or just tell me here if u want ^^
Im out cya yall later

Serious Side (Mature Content be aware)

Alright, well you may remember my first post i have on here. It was all serious stuff, and now i want to just be very serious here about stuff. Alright well basically, you may know that of course i reallly like someone right now (from all my other rants bout her) and well its going amazing with her. But then back here at home, its been ok... there is just one problem that is going to fuck my life up totally. So basically my dad got a job in Reno to work and make a lot of money. But My mom and I dont want to move all the way out there, and my dad is leaving to go there for his job on May 5th and my mom and I are going to be here untill like... the begging of June. Now I talked to my mom when i got home, and i told her my idea of what we can try to do when we sell this house, cause there is not fucking way i am leaving the bay area, my friends, and Leanna. I really don't want to leave this life of mine here yet. See me and my mom have the idea that when this house sells, somehow(not sure how my mom will do it) will take the majority of the money she gets in the house, and my dad will have his job in Reno, he will stay there, and me and my mom will get a apartment. Now this plan im not sure if it is fully operational. But seriously life back home, isn't so great as it could be. My parents fight... yell... and sometimes take it out on me. But seriously my parents don't even like each other, and their friGin MARRIED! my gawd. Also tho lately I havnt felt stressed out really a lot, and i thank someone really special in my life for that. She has made my life so amazing, so much she has. And looking at how my parents show a way of "love" isnt so great. Then i look at Leanna and I, and hope that we dont fight like my parents, cause that wouldnt be great. For one i wouldnt even fight her, cause it isnt worth it for me. See this moving could ruin this for us, and i dont want to leave her. She is seriously the one girl who has made my life not so frustrating, and always keeps me smiling. (I catch myself just smiling when im around her or even when i think of her) So just this whole thing about moving far away is whats bothering me. And the fact that i dont wanna leave the one i realllly like and friends, or just my whole life. Im not ready untill after high school is over.
There aren't enough words i could use to describe how much i dont wanna leave, and how much i care so much about Leanna.
I sit here now listening to the words "I Just love you, I don't know why, i just do. When are you coming home. Im coming home soon. And i just love you too."
This life of mine wont go down without a fight. I'm going to fight to stay where i am. So I'll go for now and thanks for reading. Very much ^^

Every 15Mins I Catch a New Pokemon

Well hello there people that actually read this haha. Anyway, its been a few days since i updated, so i thought I would be nice enough to update on this. Alright well, its been a very easssy week for me. Its been STAR testing week. Basically we have two sessions of testing then go to like 1 or 2 of my classes. Pretty fun. Tomorrow it will be even more fun, just testing... then lunch... then 6th period. and that class will be so easy. Cant wait. -sigh- But the rest of this whole week that went by, was super ultra fun. Mainly towards the fact of hanging with Leanna more often. Ahhh just amazing being with her, haha i dont wanna like praise how great she is to me so ill just say that we hung out a lot after school, and have done many things that i feel really happy about, and also feel dumb about cause i havn't officially "asked her to be my gf"so yeah! Enough about that though, im trying not to let that get me down. So basically my week was full a lot of Leanna, Testing, and Pokemon! hehe pokemon is still so much fun! i dont care what people say, or how much they call me a nerd! its very fun. Well also I have downloaded so many new Techno songs! wOOt my library of techno music is going up and up! =D
Hmm not much other to report about, other then the fact that Vanessa's Birfday is tomorrow so im getting balloons =D
Well hmm other then that, i made a Poem for Leanna, and gave it to her today. Ahh i really hope she likes it=]


Quote I have been hanging onto all day: "Now show me the way that leads me to your heart, so we will never be apart."
-sigh- alright i'll let you all go. AND I KNOW SHORT UPDATE THIS TIME =D

Caffeine Free Me

Alright welcome back for me. Yeah i haven't posted here for awhile. Again there are reasons. For one I have actually been out after school doing stuff all of this past week. Also Homework, and the fact that I have just been with Leanna more >< style="font-weight: bold;">Monday: Well you know i actually don't remember much, haha. I came to school, with my Ninja Duckie! muahaha pretty fun. Uhhh just went thorough school. I didn't go to improv so yeah.
Tuesday: Went to school, but i got there later then i normally would, cause people were taking a test. So i got there around 7:50ish, then just went through school. After school i went to Track and Field with Leanna, cause i felt so fat after the buffet at Reno. (SO GOOD THO!) Track was a GREAT workout. It was fun, i was with the boys doing well alot. But yeah fun, and after it was over, i just laid with Leanna on the fake grass. We just talked for like 30mins or so. muahaha fun.
Wed.: Hmmm. got to school, Kyle and I talked, about Pokemon i think... no just about how boring the morning is on Wed. xD So then went through school (yes school is boring so no details for you) and then after school i went to the Track meet. Leanna wasn't going to run. Sad =[
But we took some pics. and I edited one picture i thought was very beautiful~


Well isn't that beautiful! I thinks it's ZOMG awesome! and i got this font again >> Well anyway, track meet was fun. And the funny thing was, that hella people went by us, and asked if we where going out, and then they woudl say "well you two look cute together" XD wow. I was amazed by how many people said that and asked questions about us.
THURSDAY: Ok ill keep thsi short, got there... school, OH and Leanna had something for me... haha she got me DUCKIES! haha omg yes duckies are awesome! So yea school went by, and after school, I uh left for home, cause i was HELLLLA tired that day.
FRIDAY: This was yesterday, ok, short and sw33t, IT WAS A MINIMUM DAY! So we got out of school early, and uh well after school i had to go to the FNF studio to finish up pur parody we are finally finished with! haha 3MONTHS! But our last taping was pretty fun! Ask me bout deatils on that if u want it. We went to Eden Hospital just if your interested.
Saturday: YESSS that was today. Wow ok i have to say, a pretty funnn day. ahh i loved it. First off i woke up at 8:00, and i got ready for today. Today Leanna came over to my house at 10:00. We hung out in my room untill around 10:45, because we were going to a Science On Saturday thing. It was about will our technology save us in the energy crisis. Well we went, and there were alot of people i knew there. And Leanna and I sat by Angelia and people. Half way through the thing Angelia sent a note over to Leanna, and they started passing notes. Wow seems just like a college, because we were at one! muahaha well after that was over, my dad dropped Leanna and I at the Chabot theaters. And hey JAKE works there. wow i didnt know that, well hey just yeah Good job for him, movie theaters must be fun to work out. hehe well the movie we went to go see was The Forbidan Kingdom, with Jackie Chan and Jet Li. I like the movie, pretty good. But we did stuff before the movie because we had to wait like one hour, so we went to the village. Fun stuff. Anyway My parents came and picked us up, and then we went back to my house. Played some Guitar Hero 3 and well yea. She left at 5:30. As she left tho, i asked her if she had all of her things, and she said yes, but of course she left her sun glasses, and IM WEARING THEM muahahaha. Well all in all this day was AMAZING, hope something like today will happen again =D
So yes there is why I have been not here. But i will be here more often, because this week coming up is Star Testing week, and i wont have Homework, so YAYYY =D
Easy testing, alot of Pokemon playing! Diamond FTW
Im Out!

Staying Up In Reno =D

Hello everyone! Well let me see here, its been about 3 or 4 days since my last post, well yeah, thats because i have been out in Reno, for my parents Anniversary. Oh but the awesome thing about going, is since it was their anniversary, i was allowed to bring Alvin! OMFG i was thinking they where messing around with me, but NO they weren't! Now thats Rad.(lawl) Anyway so i told Alvin, and he asked his parents if he could go. AND YES HE COULD. So yea basically he came over to my house Saturday around 1:00 and we left to reno, by car. Well the car ride was well a lil boring, cause sitting in a car for like 3.5 hrs is boring. But we had music and games muahahaha. On the way to Reno, we stopped at a rest stop to eat some food, and the cool thing about where we stopped is, THERE WAS SNOW! ZOMG i havn't touched snow since i was 5 years old. Well it was pretty fun, but friGin COLD. Oh and before i cont. I also have pictures for this, but i put a photo album which is to your left, on the sidebar. Well the snow was full of snowballs, and falling in ditches we couldn't see. and of course FREZZING COLD HANDS. Ok back on the road, more gaming d[-_-]b <---- hehe thats our faces =D
Anyway we get to the Resort, and right off the bat, its fucking huge, and mainly made up of a casino haha. So Alvin and I got our own room, and we where free the whole time, cause you know since it was my parents anniversary they must have gone out to downtown or gamble, and then come back to do their "business" xD. So first off, me and Alvin had to find something to do, we went to find the bowling alley, so we went bowling for 1 hr, for $18, prettty cheap =D we played three games. We kicked @$$ =] Well after that we wanted FOOOD! hell yes, so we went to the Buffet they had there. We had to wait in this hellla long line. But we had our game systems, so we wont die of boredom. We got in, and we had a coupon to get free food! =D yayy so we got free buffet, gawd i loved this. Alvin and I stocked up on all the food we could eat =] MY GAWD soooo good, they had alot of different kinds of food. ARG talking bout this makes me hungry now. Continuing on to the next thing. We where HELLLA FULL, so we went back up to our room, i talked on the phone for a lil and then we left for the ARCADE! =D Well funny thing was we got down there, and i totally forgot my money up at the room >< So we went up got the money, and came back down. We noticed that it closed at 11:00 so we had 30 mins untill it closed. So we played DDR, then a shooting game, then I WON A DUCKIE! hehe wOOt, alvin didn't xD. Then we both played one more game of DDR, of course i played one at the end, and we where the only ones left in there, and the security guard was watching me play. Great, the security guard thought i was hellla good (which of course i am). Well that was that, then both of us just went to the lobby entrance, and we looked around. The Starbucks was closed so we couldn't get any caffinee there =P So we went to Johnny Rockets, to get a FLOAT. muahhahaha amazing drink! =D So we went back up to the room, drank those, gamed, and talked. After awhile, we already knew we where going to stay up all night, cause it was like 1:00, so then we HAD to go back to Johnny Rockets, to get there MILKSHAKES, and chesse fries, omg SO FRIGIN GOOD. There are pictures of it all on the album =D We ate, took pictures, and watched the people behind us dance. So we walked around the whole resort, and finally after awhile got two energy drinks to keep us up. Muahahaha so we grabbed our games went to the lobby and played. Fun, and i almost feel asleep, but i just grabbed that other energy drink and we where up all that night. We finally went back to the room at like, 5:00 and just well i dont really remember cause we where so tired, but didnt go to sleep. =P
Around 6:00 we went downstairs and Starbucks was open so we got some of that and yea stayed up more. Basically alot of fun, and the days nvr ended, untill the car ride back, i totally crashed in there for like one hour or so. So yea that was Reno. Alot of fun, and no sleep, OH and i cant belive i totally forgot, on the way back we stopped at a In and Out, and the best thing was there was a best buy next to it so Alvin and I went in, and i got POKEMON DIAMOND! OMFG YESSS and then alvin got SUPER MARIO WORLD 2! wOOt for both of us! hehe so yea. Pictures in the album so check them out.
Im out, im a take a shower and go do some other stuff. I took some new pictures too, soon to be up here. Night all ^^

Its Been a While

Alright, i know i have not posted on here for a few days, and well a couple reasons for that,
1) i got lazy and didn't go on and post, and
2) Had some Parent problems, so yea, but for tonight im not going to make a big update.
Well really today, I feel so great for letting some things out. Also my parents are taking me to Reno this Sat(so of course pictures will be up for that), and well my parents said i could take ALVIN, and i was like wait ur messing with me right!? and they said no, so i totallly had to ask him to go, and YESSSS HE FRIGIN CAN! so this is going to be one hellll of a weekend =D
Also I finally told Emma something i had been meaning to tell her, and well, after i told her, she said i just made her life, and i feeel verrry good for that.
So yes thats how i feel today, I will update more tomorrow and before i leave, so yea, IMPROV SHOW TOMORROW NIGHT GO IF U LIVE IN CASTRO VALLEY! =D

Computer Geek

-cracks hands- ahh alright its time to sit down and just blurt out everything muahaha. Ready.... STEADY GO!
Alright let me start off from yesterday, i nvr finished talking about Alvin coming over and the adventure of us biking to Taco Bell, and Jenny' s house. So ok, when i got home from the mall yesterday my parents weren't home, so i called them asked if Alvin could come over and we could hang out. So of course with me and my good talking powers, my parents said yes. So he came over, i was blasting my Paul Oakenfold CD, and we just messed around on the computer. After that we decided that we would go out to downtown castro valley to get something to eat cause we where hungry. We where deciding on where to go, so finally we picked to go to Taco Bell, cause we both have nvr been to the new one. We got there and omg right off the bat, i have to say, it was so much diffrent then the old ass run down one xD. Anyway so i got, well u wont believe it, but i got the Grande Meal. And you may be thinking, "what is that!" it's a combination of 10, and u pick what you want in it, soft taco, burrito, or hard taco. so i got 5 hard tacos and 5 soft tacos. muahahaha i ate all cept 3 hard tacos. I brought those home and ate them later. But ok so before we left, Alvin asked if i wanted more soda, i said yea (we where splitting a large) and i told him to surprise me with what it is, he couldnt do that so i told him to mix a lil of all of them. OMG that was the most craziest mix of flavors. Mountain dew, root beer, dr.pepper, minute maid, and sierra Mist. It was crazy, but pretty good haha. So then we went to drop by at Jennifurs house, that was fun, just randomly talked, and we broke her doorbell! =] muahahaha
naw she broke it herself =P Well then we went back to my house, raved to Paul Oakenfold and Paul van Dyk. Raving with Photons! =D

Well thats was yesterday. Today was Sunday, and well that means its time to do my hw i didnt do haha. I always wait till sunday to do hw on weekend =D So this morning i was doing my hw, but when i finished math, and P.E. hw, I went to look up if there was a way i could get Pokemon games from GBA onto my computer. And YES THERE IS A WAY. omg so now i have all the games from Red too Emerald. muahaha now im trying to make DS Pokemon Pearl and Diamond to work on my computer. Its a project in progress so yes when i do get it ill tell you.
YAYY SCREENSHOTS OF POKEMON ROMS:



Ok so now my font got all weird so now im typing it like this.
Ok so i played all of them today and already have one badge in each one. yes i have no life, but I LOVE POKEMON ok so now for some reason its all in bold also... wow im all screwed on this >< battle ="D">-SEX-MIDNITE. I love it =D
anyway then i kept pwning some more and had some fun. And then that brings me to here, im typing this, after i did the rest of my boring hw.
Ok so im done with this im a go back to talking to some great people on AIM, and someone special! =D hehe POKEMONand-SEX-MIDNITE FTW =D
Night all.

Quick update

Ok This will be a very quick update, ill update later tonight though.
So basically I went to the mall, with my friend Kyle (yes we do a lot of stuff together because we are good friends). We didnt really do much there, he got colone, and i got two new CD's =D. Paul Oakenfold, and Paul van Dyk. Supporting them, and using them for DJing. Ahh right now iono i miss yesterday.
Oh also, i had an idea today, since Kyle and I always take BART on Sat, to the mall in Dublin, then i told him that we should start picking a random place out of the 43 stops in the BART stations, and go there. I will be taking pictures to show all the amazing, or boring stuff we saw. So I will update on that more.

Update: Ok well Alvin, my best friend, just left my house, and we raved for awhile to the new CD's I got =D so much fun. We did do other stuff also, hehe, but im not going to talk about that now, so ill do it next post. BUT Leanna found the picture from the frezzing cold ass game from the A's! here it is

Past Two Days

Ok ok, so basically the past yesterday, and today i have been pretty busy after school. Muahaha yes yes, im going to get right into what I have been doing after school, because during school is always boring, cause its just learn... and study and classwork. ><><><>< and so yea got warm a certain way and watched the game, fooled around and stuff like that. The whole game the A's where kicking the Indians @$$! =D But sadly for Kyle, he wanted the Indians to win cause his hometown is Cleavland. Game ended 3-6 A's won. So walking back to BART was pretty crazy, i was frezzing, Leanna was frezzing, haha so yea it was a friGin cold ass day. The rest of the ride back was well yea a ride back with me not giving you some details cause i know you will start asking questions! so yea if you really wanna know just ask me about it later. =D

okok since that A's game actualy got over like a couple hours ago, im super mucho tired! so im going to bed now =D
Night yall! Mall tomorrow! wOOt!
-sigh- the past two days where amazing! More then anybody could think, unless they knew how i felt.

WOAH OK WAIT: most of what i originally put on here got taken off xD
Bassically the first day was after school with archambault(teacher) made some jokes like "Mr.Archambald!" muahaha and then went to hang with Leanna since i wanted and her friends left for something else. And that day was awesome with her. And then Today was i went to A's game with Kyle, his dad, and his lil bro, and i invited Leanna, cause i wanted her to go and she did, and then yes this part u go into the "I got warm a certain way..."

Techno Eraser

Ahh its a Wed. my best classes are today, but not for my friend Kyle. Oh no, today for him are his Shit classes >< he tells me this every Wed. Its like dejavu, every wed. he we go through the same thing, walk to our lockers, and same exact words come out of our mouths, most of the time. Anyway for my day today, in PE, it was diffrent, we are doing Golf as our sport. Now that is weird to be doing in our PE class. Basically in golf today, we all had to go through what our teacher calls the "Nieves Driving Range." Not so much fun, we didn't even have real golf balls. I did a decent job with hitting, Alright i was O.K. OH but the funny thing was out of everyones golf balls my group had the ball that was number 69! haha i found that pretty funny =]
So then onto English class. It was more fun then i expected. Normally its boring, like Shakespeare boring. Well in my opinion Shakespeare is boring =P Well in class, we turned in out essays, and re-evaluate them. Which i did so fast, so as the class was doing there evaluating, i decided to play hangman with kyle. Since we sit in the back , the teacher didn't see us. The three phrases i did where, "Thesis Statement" "Weapons of Mass Destruction" and "Mohawks are not cool" haha so bored in that class. But when i was going to get up to get an eraser for the white board, my teacher stops me asking what i need, and i told him i needed a eraser. So he goes into his drawer and pulls out an eraser for just pencil markings >< wow that was worth it. BUT i used it anyway on the White Board. it actually works well. Then we went to computer lab for career project stuff.
Lunch comes by and of course Me and my Friend are presidents of the club, so I have to go, but I want to go =D It was fun, but im hoping that soon we can get together to get everything into place and get more organized. I have some ideas we could do =D but the school year is starting to end so we would not have alot going on. Hmm well then i went to math after that, that was boring... of course.. but easy stuff to learn today =P
After school... had to go to Amir's even tho i had alot of hw, but i went and did a scene for the show. OH but people who read this, youtube.com/fridaynightfrenZ go there so you can check out our show. Well of course funny moments happen there. So many things i could tell but ill save those stories for another post if people would like to hear them. And if you do tell me! =D
Well basically i got home at 6:40 and started doing hw, and turned on a radio on itunes called Fusion Radio Chicago! haha pretty dang good techno music, i like it =D And yes i am a BIG FAN of Techno music. Actually just now i heard this OMG great remix of the song Shadow of the Day by Linkin Park, wow it was so amazing, im now downloading it =D Techno to me, is Peace, and soul of your inner core. It could be your Body moving music, or it could be your smooth music to keep u feeling good inside. Its so amazing, it fits me as so many things. Techno to me is music of the night, and is best played at Midnight, thus comes as me being DJ Midnite.

Well now im off to do a lil bit of photon spinning in my room, so im out for now.
But one thing before i go:
This Friday im most likely going to the A's game here in Oakland collosieum, and i'm seeing if anybody would like to join me and Kyle in this epic adventure to go watch. Also this saturday, im going to the Stoneridge mall, but im taking BART and riding my ripstick so yes, anybody wanna join me with that?

Welcome Back to Hell

Oh so here I am again! Mr. Black, thats me, is here to post for his first official post. But before i cont. i would like to say, anybody reading this there will be some bad language so if you are not allowed to read these words then my apologies you will be missing out on my blogs.
Well continuing on to my first post, well speaking of first post, i found out who my first viewer was, haha yes i know weird that i found out, but im a nominate her for being first!
JENNY TANG, yes everyone, my friend Jenny Tang was my number one viewer! Great isn't it! =D
okok anyway, Back to today. Today was the second day back at school. Or as I like to call it, Hell. ahh just got back from spring break, and now two days into school and it already feels like hell ><
Well actually not really, but still having to wake up at the ridiculous time they make you wake up at is like hell. Today i got to school early, cause Tuesdays are the days i meet up with my best friend Alvin to go out and get some snackie snacks. Today tho he gave me my birthday present, which were two Photon 2's! omg yes one green, one white! these are the best ever, i raved about 20mins ago. So awesome =D So anyway got some snacks to eat, and rode around the school on my ripstick! omg i have to say the ripstick is one of the most fun things to have. Awesome! Well as the day progresses on, my friend Emma has a bag of oreos, but not just a bag of oreos, a Bag of oreos with Tooth paste as the cream, because today is APRIL FOOLS! it was actually pretty good. But anyway, cont. into classes, had some random fun in them. classes where boring tho, as usual, lunch was decent. But it was funny, but really sad that Emma got all of her stuff taken out of her locker! omg i mean i did it once, but not all of it, and not for the whole day! I hope Emma finds who it is and punishes them to the MAX! Well basically thats my day, i did homework after i got home, and just read the April Fools on Google, people should so check that out if they can.
Last things to say today: I wanna tell a girl something... but dont know if it will be right to ask or tell her.
Oh and for all them people out there who have been knowing that i might move.... well update on that for now... is plans have changed... my dad got a job out in nevada, so yea MIGHT be going out there to live there with my dad in May. All just depends, on how my mom does with her life.
Ok well i would like to say JENNY TANG is awesome, she is my number one visitor and she comes her very often! she is the best!
I gotta get out of here before the cops find my guns again! (inside joke if you know what i got for my birthday present from a Jennifer Yu)

From Myspace

This is the post that i posted on myspace:
Alright ,well as the title says, im am going to be pouring everything on my mind right now. But before i start i would like to say that i will be blogging much more often, and so im looking for a website i can do that on, so ill tell put it on here as soon as i know what it is myself.
So on to the subject of well, "life" itself. Basicaly, all tennagers are going to hit some problems in their life, and most likely will feel very down. I know i go through it all the time. My life is full of all these twist and turns that just go to some crazy ass places. Starting out with somethig people feel is something big to them... "love". To make this short, love has Fucked with me, and anytime i try make it a nice thing between me and the other person, it always just crashes to hell. Currently i like someone, but i have NO CLUE on wtf is up. Recently something happened and after that happened things changed between us. I feel so left out of what is going on in the life of hers, or atleast of what happened that night. But then on the other hand... i could take the unexpexted way of love (which im not thinking of taking) is that.... seriously and im not bragging... there have been girls.. tuging on me... flirting with me... and they just want to go out with me, but i dont feel confortable doing anything with them because they dont seem deticated to wanting a real realationship. So basically im confused about love, and just am not sure wtf to do. This brings me to my next part, friends. See there is love and there is friends. Friend seem like the best thing i got, and they are, I LOVE THEM MORE THEN ANYONE. And even just the people that i meet and they make me smile from just some good ol jokes. My friends are awesome and i couldnt give them up for anything. Love could just fuck off, but then again when im around that person who is just omg yes, THE person(it seems like) well my mind changes, cause i feel more between me and that person. But its just how it is. So basically friends are amazing and love is just all crazy at the time. Well then talking about this love, doesn’t it just seem to stress u out? well thanks too all of this... i forget to do some of my hw soemtimes... and well *plop* there goes my grades! Shit>< yes, school is fun but then also it sucks about the work. Luckly i dont have to stress cause i have my future planned out and everything. Just pass high school, get all my classes i want in, and BAMN im out of there, to go to Acadamy of Arts to study Photography, and then cont. my DJing, and become a famous, well more like, a Well known DJ =D School isn’t stressful at all, its mainly the social life stuf u could say. -sigh- so I will cont. writing not jsut about what is on my mind, but my life, maybe put some jokes, or anythign fun and hella kool =D
Thank you for actually reading this, ur a great person=D