Learn and Never Forget

OK last couple of days have been OMFG fun, cause my parents haven't been home. So i invited Alvin over, and it was the best couple days of summer so far. So much fun, games, BBQ's, friGin hella joking around. Basically, we got our membership to Runescape (yes i know hella old game but its better now hehe) so we played some of that, and played some pokemon, and then just hella messed around. My brother was also here and just hella messing around. haha some kick ass fun times. When we BBQed tho, that was amazing. hehe wOOt love it here without my parents. To bad they come back this friday XP
But anyway my last couple of days have been great, and today i was helping Katrina with her math, and her mom came and picked US up, yes US i was like woo. Her mom is awesome. Took us out to Hawaiian BBQ, it was pretty awesome. Her mom is just very happy and a hecka fun person to talk to. But just the exp was great. Her mom has so many storiess, wow it was amazing how many stories she had to tell, but thats not even half of them i bet, cause she has a whole lifetime of them to tell hehe. Well my day today was good. Made a weird cake thing so yea, that was fun also.

Now im ending this with a few things on my mind. Basically right now i dont think im doing good mentally, but i believe that i just need to sit back and see what happens. But im also thinking, that i will leave. Maybe keep it all a memory. This is what i hate. Maybe i can keep it all in my dreams. But i wont ever forget. I never will, and will always care, no matter what. Never shall i go for someone else. Cause i believe all im doing is "dreaming with a broken heart". Ill sit here, and wait it off, like she had too. Never give up, like she did, Giving up is a hard thing to do, so im not. This is too big to give up.
Well saying that ill go to bed now. SO Night all.