Triangle Of Colors

Wow when i put my title, i thought of triangles in geometry, and was like BLEH. haha anyway So today was omg fun. So class of course was normal, it was fun at times, and boring at times also. But after school was out, Ryan and I went to starbucks. And we talked for awhile, but i was suppose to meet up with Emma, at Petes coffee, so i left after 20 mins to meet up with her. That was fun, it was my first time at a petes i tried a Soy Latte, wasn't that bad. hehe. Anyway Emma and i just talked for about 25mins i dink. Then she saw Jewlez walking across the street and so we decided to go with her to Quicklys! =D That made it more fun. So we hung around there for a lil bit and just fooled around. I played a lil bit of Shawns PSPR hehe, i haven't played that in sooo long. After Quicklys, Ryan wanted Jewlez to meet up with him, at the same place i left him at haha. But Emma had to leave while we were walking that way. So she left =[. Now going to starbucks, we just hung out with Ryan, and listened to music, and played cards. It was a chill day, i liked it. BUT then when i got home, oh yes, i went out and got a CD i was like ALWAYS wanting. Its the Mix Paul van Dyk did in the NUMBER ONE CLUB in the whole worldd, Cream Ibiza. WOW just so amazing.

Anyway im going to leave it all at that, cause my tummy is hurting, and i think i need to go lay down, so today was just a chill and kick ass day all together.
Oh this friday i leave for Las Vegas and LA, cant wait! =D

Trance The Night Away

So basically i am just posting up a picture that i had taken. Its pretty awesome in my opinion, but hey u have a word in it too. So tell me what you think.
I love raving/Poi it get me in a good mood. Late night raves FTW

This Universe of People are Good People

The title is what im hear to talk about. Really i have believed that this universe of people we know, are nice and good people. You just have to get to know people. But right now, people seem to be bitchy, annoying, and just straight out not them selves. Today i found this in so many people. I don't know whats up... or anything, all i know is i have been hit hard by these people. Some people are just plain out killing me with them being so annoying, and repeating stuff that they say everyday. I mean i care at first, then after awhile its gets stupid. Then the people being bitches, well i tried to see if they knew something about a problem i was having and they just go it isn;t their problem at all and they dont care. I mean CMON me and that person had had a good life before that, and now she wants to be bitchy about things. And finally, some close friends, they seem to be different to me. Just the way they act towards me. They dont seem like they want to even talk to me.

So with all of this happening i just went crazy in the head, and didn't want to talk to anyone, and people kept talking, so it just destroyed me. And just to top it off, rumors are being spread again, from someone who i thought was a god friend, but u know what i guess not. I dont know about most of these friends of mine. I care for them. And dont wanna lose most of them. Life is going down and down from here. Other then that, i have 4 more hours in class tomorrow, and im bringing Oddie her Cake Brownie thing to her tomorrow. So i hope i can survive without cracking big.

Learn and Never Forget

OK last couple of days have been OMFG fun, cause my parents haven't been home. So i invited Alvin over, and it was the best couple days of summer so far. So much fun, games, BBQ's, friGin hella joking around. Basically, we got our membership to Runescape (yes i know hella old game but its better now hehe) so we played some of that, and played some pokemon, and then just hella messed around. My brother was also here and just hella messing around. haha some kick ass fun times. When we BBQed tho, that was amazing. hehe wOOt love it here without my parents. To bad they come back this friday XP
But anyway my last couple of days have been great, and today i was helping Katrina with her math, and her mom came and picked US up, yes US i was like woo. Her mom is awesome. Took us out to Hawaiian BBQ, it was pretty awesome. Her mom is just very happy and a hecka fun person to talk to. But just the exp was great. Her mom has so many storiess, wow it was amazing how many stories she had to tell, but thats not even half of them i bet, cause she has a whole lifetime of them to tell hehe. Well my day today was good. Made a weird cake thing so yea, that was fun also.

Now im ending this with a few things on my mind. Basically right now i dont think im doing good mentally, but i believe that i just need to sit back and see what happens. But im also thinking, that i will leave. Maybe keep it all a memory. This is what i hate. Maybe i can keep it all in my dreams. But i wont ever forget. I never will, and will always care, no matter what. Never shall i go for someone else. Cause i believe all im doing is "dreaming with a broken heart". Ill sit here, and wait it off, like she had too. Never give up, like she did, Giving up is a hard thing to do, so im not. This is too big to give up.
Well saying that ill go to bed now. SO Night all.

Wheels In Motion

Ok well that really i just a random title. Anyway, so im back here to update, cause i love updating. =D So basically Alvin and I are waiting for our membership for a game to kick in so we can start playing for reall!!! But in the mean time i had gone back to the Pokemon diamond game i have, and have gotten to the elite four. Pretty awesome, cause i played 8hours straight one day >< But it was fun. Anyway i have a couple weeks of school left then i go on vacation to Las Vegas then LA, DISNEYLAND =D Its going to be amazingly fun and im going to have many pictures from there. So other then all of this im still so pumped for getting a Macbook Air, my gawdd so much love for it hehe.
Well i guess not much else to update with, check out my photos at midnitephoto.deviantart.com
OH i saw Batman the new one, OMG kick ass, i loved it, it was like L337, couldnt ask for a better movie. Then last night i couldnt sleep for about 2 hours. I had something on my mind. It was bugging me. So tomorrow im going to get it out, like ask it and all. Hopefully it wont be not worth saying. I just want to share what i miss to HER.
But anyway im ending my blog with this, and also with the song Hearts Reaction.
Have a tranced out night. Good bye

San Fransisco Style

So right now im like in love with SF haha, no im not gay (please no homophobia here)but i respect them, they are actually realy fun people, and know around SF a lot more then i do haha XD Well actually, today i went out to the California Culinary Acadamey. Amazing fun, great foood, and beautiful scenery, so i got some photos, not so good tho ><. But i cant wait to go back out to SF for actual picture taking =D

Well lately i have been bored, in need of something to do, so tomorrow, im going to wake up early, so i can go out and go for a run, for exercise. Oh next week the person who wants to buy my itouch is finally paying for it. So then i will have another $200 going into the new Apple Mac Book Air im going to be getting. Woo yeah im not getting the iphone, i decided nope dont want it haha XD
So anyway, thats all i got for this update, ill update again soon.
But im hoping to talk to. or see some people i want to! hehe EMMMA! hehe
and Alvin is coming over tomorrow and staying over woo =D

Well i finished it

and im really happy
its the poem:

It seems like you're waiting for nothing, Looks like time has deleted it all
It may be that everything that could have been was thrown away
So take whats left, and dont somehow fill in the space
When i can see through it, i feel safe

I am losing you again, Letting me out so let me in,
because you're not alone here, not at all.
Shelter me from this again, and let me belong here
My heart is frezzing, and beggining to crack.

Guide me through the right road,
The road that takes me to your warming heart.
It may be miles back to you,
But I still feel home in your arms

When Your Dreaming With a Open Heart

Everything seems to go my way. haha iono lol im just loving the song When Your Dreaming With a Broken Heart - John Mayer. So basically right now im currently stuck on working on this poem. RAWR gets to me sometimes hehe but its all good. But lately the whole tragedy with Jenny, is well you can say still going on. She still gets occasional times when she feel like she has to puke, or faint or anything. -sigh- she found out what was wrong, and im trying to help her too, but iono if she is doing enough. All i can do is keep her positive and not thinking about it.
So on another subject, this Sunday Alvin and I are going to Lake Chabot to go take pictures, early morning to afternoon. Its going to be amazing. I cant wait, so many photos will be taken, and so many amazing photos shall be posted up here, and on out Deviant Arts =D
Oh yesterday i shall talk about. Yesterday i went to my friend Oddies house. Now that was FUN, cause o course she has a Wii, and Emma came over, so now with oddie, emma, oddies bro, cooking, and a Wii, thats crazy. It was a very fun time. haha Oddie is such a cluts, and a good chef (sike! haha) naw but she kept breaking the food >< lol

hmm lately my mind has been killing me over some past stuff affecting me to the current day. Its decisions i made, and how i chose to take certain ways. -sigh- i feel like its eating my heart away, and leaving me with nothing but a black hole. Some nights i think about it and just, become so cold over the past. But its the present, where i should be worrying about whats going on now, but then... i guess the past just comes back and hits me hard.


Here is what i have for my poem so far XP

It seems like your waiting for nothing, Looks like time has deleted it all
It may be that everything that could have been was thrown away
So take whats left, and dont somehow fill in the space
When i can see through it, i feel safe


Then im trying to work a way into the last lines of
"Its Miles back to you, but i still feel home is in your arms"

any comments? or even help on filling the gap would be kool =D

The Phone Call

So i last night, i got a phone call from my friend Jenny. I thought she wanted to just talk cause it sounded like she was laughing, but then a second later it hit me, she was crying. OMG i freaked out, and was scared, cause she asked me "am i going to die?" and my heart just stopped and then started beating faster and faster. She told me what happened. and i tried looking for an hour straight for a what could be wrong and how i could help. I couldnt find anything. I told her she should see a doctor tomorrow or as soon as possible, so she told her mom, and she is on monday. Im so relived tho, well not really, im still freaking out. i cheered her up for the next hour after that, and she was singing. haha. but woah.... crazy, im going to be freaked out untill i know what is up. But other then that, last night my parents didnt want me going to SF, so thats BS.... and well im here.

Also im hopefully going to get pictures this whole WEEK to make up for the BS from my parents ><
So thats my update from last night, today is going ok, boring, but it will get more fun hopefully. =D

Lets Just Say That

Alright, my lazy butt has decided that i will cont. with blogging. So here i go. Well today, FUN. Me and some friends went to the Alameda County Fair. That was amazing, we got in, got our ride ticket things, and then rode RIDES. haha we went on all the spiny rides we could go on. It was super duper fun. AND went on the CRAZY TRAIN! WOOOO awesome! That was the one i just had been waiting to go on =D
-sigh- the fair was great, got some Wii Fitness SOCKS haha funny. Then went over to the Comcast place, and met this hella cool person, who lives up by me, so me and Alvin got her number and we are going to hang out and play some guitar hero! since she was the one who brought in the guitar hero for comcast =D
To bad Emma had to leave early XP would have been more fun, cause when she left it was all mellow, and stuff, so it would have been super duper fun then =D
But im happy, i got Wii Socks haha. So yeah the ride back was a nice smooth way back, i just daydreamed on BART the whole time! =D

But noticed this song that is playing on my blog right now, was an amazing song and matches some what how i feel XP
well that was a update for today, so hope it was good! haha cause it always is!
Also going to SF this weekend, and FIRE POI this 4th of July =]
ok im off, be bac tomorrow.